after watching Valentines day, is it valid to say that love is but a myth? In the end, i just cried at the happy endings, not because i was crying tears of joy but because of the fact that i have a great fear that i might never know what those happy endings are like.

On the other hand, florists really do make a hell load of money during V day. The business student in me is embracing this very much. Now that it is saturday, i should be at the pool and not in my room. Do you see what is happening to me? i am becoming a german, complaining about everything under the sun. If you found a perfect flower and gave it to me, i will prolly end up arguing how perfect does not exist and start complaining about how you are wasting my time. Nonetheless, i find great joy in just being in Deutschland. I regret that i have not done much since i got here, i’m always with the same people and same parties, but then again, if you gave me 10 years, i will still would not have seen and experienced enough. Unless you are in singapore where it takes 40 mins from one end to the other. The people makes the world of a difference. 

Moving on, my mind is rattling. What we have is way to intense for our liking but still we soaks ourselves everyday in this entwined and decadent life. Well, decadent does have a new meaning for me and should not be applied here. Anw, with all love in the world, i can say that i know who my friends are. it is not my choice that i am in a place that is far away, i choose to blame it on fate(although it was my finger that clicked mannheim as my choice). if i havent heard from you much, i have come to the conclusion that distance caused us to drift apart. Remind me when i get home which buggers were busy with other stuff, pretending to care every 5 months or more. oh and this ambassador thing? heaadache