some of you may know that i went thru hell this weekend. Literally, i went past my limits and this time, i don’t think that there is any other way to beat this episode of terror. I am still very much shaken and yet, as hard as i try, i can’t seem to cry it out. In fact, tears have not even welled up in  my eyes. i wonder what is wrong with me. On the other hand, i am thankful for Alvaro and Alex for waiting for me thru the night as i fought my own battles.