on many occasions in my life, i wanted to let it go. Completely. It seems like the time is right. i have dried out my excuse bank. Quitting is only as difficult as i want it to be. if you are my friend you won’t offer me or remind me. If you do, thats the end of our friendship. if you as much as discourage, mock, do not have faith(just the slightest) in me, i will let you go. it don’t matter how long i’ve known you or how much you mean to me. I WILL END OUR FRIENDSHIP. we will be described in past tense.  i say this with great conviction because i’m done. i’ve seen what it has done to me and i want out. i’m willing to lose friends to save my life and my children’s.