i have been weighing out my options with a new friend. where should i go from here? i can say that i know what i want/don’t want from my past experiences. However, this can’t be said the same for anyone else. it might be too much for me to handle in the LR. in fact, on a SR basis, i already feel asphyxiated. a phase or a permanent character trait? to put it simply, i am just another person with just as many emotions and good/bad days as any other person. By restricting me from expressing/sharing them is almost equivalent of caging me. not to sound dramatic, you might as well cage me, dip me in boiling hot water and strip me off my feathers. (now i sound like a chicken)  

now i need to dump the heaps of stuff off my bed and sleep. fml